XIII.XXVIII.MMVIII

so far..this week has been a bit hectic. when this new principal lady said that the school would be less crowded, she lied. it seems like the school is even more crowded than last year, especially during lunch. and this npl [ new principal lady; you`ll hear this a lot ] has already irked me; she`s made the whole campus ‘no electronics’. we can`t even listen to ipods in between classes or ANYTHING. no phones, no ipods, no NOTHING. why? because that bitch got power and know she can. anyway. there was a slight incident last year between some girl and i. well..i`ve managed not to just..bang her head against something. idk, i`m horrible at not holding grudges. but see, when someone talks crazy to you TWICE [ though i kinda brought that on myself ], THEN they decide they want to come on your property and kick your garage, you have reason to hold a grudge. out of all the girls that ride my bus, i talk to ONE. those other girls seem to think that i`m beneath them orwhatever. fuck it, i really could care less because i`m not on this earth or going to this schoolhouse for them, especially the sophomore bitch who thinks she`s so fucking raw. bitch please for the win.

but beyond that, my classes are pretty good. i had to change out of PALS because i was supposed to have an interview or some shit and no one told me [ which made me mad/sad ;_; ], so now i got plan for parenting. PLAN FOR MOTHERFUCKING PARENTING. do i LOOK pregnant? i`m not having anyone`s baby! WTF am i doing in there?! anyhow, next week i plan to change my schedule yet again..dumb ass counselors don`t know shit! but my u.s. history teacher..jesus christ. i don`t discriminate, but i don`t really end up attracted to white guys. but yeah, my teacher`s HAWT. with dimples and shit. OOHWEE. lmfao. and my aquatic science teacher is adorable too..he got that surfer look, pretty blue eyes and all. but yeah..i had to do a english paper this week and i presented it today..yeah my paper was FLYY. i`m not usually so cocky but shit i`m made for the pen and pad and i`m not gonna downplay that by a longshot. and another reason i`m so glad i have english; CHRISTIANNNNN. hawtassnigguhsaywhaaaaat?! and that`s a hot and cold relationship. i would let him marry me and tap this, but sometimes i can`t fucking stand him..ugh. idk, whatever.

and speaking of him, i went back to drill this week. bro. a [ my director/leader person/crazy old man ] put me in the back cause i ain`t been to practice all summer. one question; DILLIGAF? shiiiit i pick up stuff quick, and i`ve nearly learned something it`s taken them since JULY to learn in ONE practice. bitch that`s how fly I AM. and i know some of those senior ladies are still salty at me for what happened last year at nationals in dallas [ as if i care, i wasn`t in the wrong; you`d agree if i explained it ], but FUCK THEM. i`m there for GOD, okay? not for no raggedy ass hot-tailed teenage sluts who try to give me the holier than thou attitude. shit, and i know i`m not gonna be in the back for too long..i`ll be back in MY spot soon and very soon, and if not bro. a is going to regret it, real talk. and to think i was WORRIED about what those bitches thought. puh-lease, at the end of the day they`re not on my mind. jesus take the wheel, please.

GCH FTW. i`m so excited about their new quilt album. i think i might ask my mother if i can pre-order it for my birthday; that`ll make me super happy. i`m kinda sad though because they`ll be going overseas for more touring soon, and they won`t be in the states at all. and everyone knows i loves me some muffin mccoy. ol sequoia sexy tree lookin boy. jaysus. and disashi too..idc what ya`ll say. chocolate thunder ftmfw; and he`s having a baby too..with his girlfriend..i think her name was bluejay, or that`s what he calls her. i wanna see what she looks like. not that it matters; obviously he makes her happy and that`s what matters. but that`s very nice to know, and he seems very mature [ 95% of the time ] and maturity is so sexy. i promise you it is.

CHRIS BROWN needs to ask his mother some questions; i swear she like, adopted him from our family. we are related, and i`ll give 3509794549 reasons why, whether they`re true or not. jk, lmfao. but yeah i wanna be on his teammmm, yo. so i can go on and try my game on mijo [ lil` mijo, for the krumpers, NOT big mijo..oh NO, jaysus], fool. like, forreal forreal. i swear he`s like sexy melted whatchamacallit on a stick on a bun in a wrapper on fire. idk, seems to me that while everyone`s like ‘chris, chris, we love you!’ i`m like ‘barry, barry, i wanna toot toot, i wanna beep beep [ inserts rest of r.kelly ignition remix here ]!’. LMFAO, i`m a mess. like, chris had a lil chat thing recently, but then he wanted to do it over the phone and shit [ well that`s what he said but i bet pon de forehead will be like ‘no chrissy don`t, that`s dangerous’, and then his island voodoo`d ass won`t do it -_- ] and i hope he does and my friend gives me the hookup so i can be on board and stuff..so i can act a damn fool! >_< i can just imagine it now;

barry: it`s a call from..houston. 281.
chris: a`ight. hello?
me: heyy, how you doing?
chris: i`m good, what`s up? have a question?
me: yeah..for um..mijo.
chris: ?!?!?!?!?!??? oh, alright. MIJO! she got a question for you.
barry: ?!?!?!?!?!?? ^_^ okay. what do you want to know?
me: .. uhm ..
barry: yeah?
me: what will be your number in three years, and what do you like when it comes to sex? cause when i turn 18 i`m gonna have sex with you.
chris: [ falls out laughing ]
barry: O_O;

smh. i got problems. anyhow..i can`t believe that..this is the last night that i`ll be 15. i`m about to be one step in the adulthood door. i`m so excited, i tell you, it`s an exciting feeling. my mama`s supposed to bring home milk so we can have pre-bday cupcakes, and then we`re going to beaudreux`s. YUMMY. fish, shrimp, alligator [ yeah yeah your ew`s go here ], fried pickles [ more ew`s ] and more. yes bitch i will CONSUME. idk if my party`s gonna happen THIS SATURDAY. i got a feeling it`s not gonna happen until next saturday, but i really want to do it this saturday..but whatever happens, happens. i just hope i get that muhfuckinphone! if i don`t i will be devastated. i mean, really, i want ANY kind of phone with a camera and texting. that`s it. but an LG rumor would be cool. but now i`m out of things to say so..

“be someone else, be kanye. or taye will shank you.” :]]]]