dear kee banana,
cougarrrrr! lmfao no. i kid. but yeah, i`ve probably used the words 'cool' and 'yay' more times that i should with you, lmfao. you`ve trusted me with very few of your secrets, and i appreciate it, because it ain`t everyday that people share information of that magnitude with just anybody in the whole world..especially when it comes to mr. bronson, LOL. but yeah, you know i luffs ya, and you`re always gonna be wifey in my eyes..not HER -_-
all love, taylalalala
dear beccarinooo,
my fckin aceeeeee =] sometimes, it`s better to talk to you because you`re about as close to my age as we are going to get, lol, and honestly, you are amazing, contrary to what some people might or have said about you. i know there are nights that i`d cry oh so foolishly over you-know-who, and you`d help me with a few words..literally, LOL. but yeah, you know that i lobe you [ remember that? lmfao ] and that you don`t need to change for no one.
love, taye. ps; BYLES BTCHS BOW DOWN ^__^
dear bashabear,
ahh, bahja monettttttt =D i still remember back like a year ago when i only knew you because of the silent reader strike [ dies ], but now, i`m glad i`ve gotten to know you. we really go through a load of the same things together, and you`re like the little sister that i might not ever have, you know if you ever need me, i got you, you know that. we`re gonna go places, lmao.
love always, tayeeee. ps; TEAM DECAYDANCE BTCH ^__^
dear jesstopher formerly known as jess,
my honey bun. :] i honestly don`t know what i`d do if i had never met you. you occupy my time LOL. if i was a man i`d treat you better than any man could or ever have treated you, because you simply are past what a woman should be. all young girls, women, and all in between should be like you. i`ve learned a lot from you, both good, and not so good--such as RAWR lmfaoooo--but i know that even through everything i go through during the day, coming home and being able to have a talk with you eases my mind. if no one else appreciates you, i know damn well that i do.
love, baylor :]
dear josh ( cleveland, krump, kegler, and robinson ),
what in the fuck is with me and boys named josh?! throughout my life i have somehow developed friendships and soon enough, feelings for each one of you. all endings were the same, but the epilogues were all different.
cleveland; you were my best guy friend since the fifth grade, all the way up until the ninth. my decision to tell you how i felt was honestly the worst mistake, yet the best decision i ever made. the horrible year that tore us apart, suddenly made us stronger as friends, and honestly, you were the only dude in my life i thought would always be there for me. maybe it`s my fault that we don`t talk anymore..i had a chance to say goodbye to you before i left, but i didn`t. maybe it was better off that way..maybe i will see you in a later time in life, but none the less, you are remembered in my heart..i just hope i`m remembered in yours.
krump; we were acquaintances up until the beginning of high school. the way that i told you i had caught feelings was super stupid..but the way you reacted was shitty. i really could care less what`s happening with you now. if you end up with some hoodrat who ain`t gonna give you shit but grief, then more power to her; that`s what you fucking deserve.
kegler; WTF was i thinking with you..lawdamercy. i ain`t got no hard feelings..in fact, even now, i still miss your indifferent ass. but oh well..i guess i should know how things go. but oh well..when i`m eighteen and fine as hell you`re gonna wanna try to break the law then, eh? ;]
robinson; nigga..*sigh* you are..the most unique, special, retarded, brilliant man i`ve ever got to know. i honestly thank god that i met you..you opened up a part of me that i never knew i had, and no one will be able to close it up but you. even after the whole awkwardness, you were still my friend..and i appreciate that. you are indeed a real man, and i admire you wholeheartedly. i miss you, dude. as a friend and as an admirer.
love, taylor
dear chris brown,
i think joyce got some explaining to do..lmfao, cause i swear that you could be my brother..maybe my mother really isn`t my mother or something..idk. or maybe my daddy gave your mama a sperm tube or some shit like that. no matter..you really inspire me. it sounds silly, indeed, but hey, i can`t really help it, right? you are a monster on the stage; i got two ticket stubs from two years in a row to prove it. you are a human being though, which is the most important to me. people expect celebs to be these do-no-wrong type people..but i`ve come to realize that you`re a human just like me, and you`re still growing..i just can`t wait until spring 2010..these little girls who are sooo hurt by you and rihanna..better get their nooses ready ;]
your sis, taylor. ps; you can still get it, lmfao
dear kanye west,
*sings* bittersweet..you gone be the death of me. i don`t want you, but i need you; i love you and hate you at the very same time. if those words don`t describe my fanship to you..duuuude i don`t know what does. sometimes i feel the pain you feel, and some of your performances lead me to weep. but then you go off at the mouth, and it makes me hate you. not because of what you are saying, but it`s because of the anger that i can feel behind it. you`re like me in a way; you have so many things to say, but you don`t really have a good way of saying them. but then when you`re provoked, you come out looking mad stupid, when in reality, you are intelligent beyond reason and have a true vision that even i can see. i feel your music..i see it..i taste it..all of that. and it`s just..i wish others could see what i see. i genuinely look up to you, but..you need a smidge of humility. just a little..it will be the downfall of you. but i wouldn`t care nonetheless what you do..just know that i`m in your corner.
heart, lil` west.
dear barry bradford,
you know, you ought not get a letter simply because you ain`t added me on myspace = LMFAO let me cut my bullshit. but dude, why do i even like you? other than the fact that you`re fucking breathtaking on camera? i don`t even understand it. i just see pics of you and i`m like..in awe. you are truly one of the most unique and beautiful motherfuckers i`ve ever seen in my life, and i am not even trying to lie. lawdamercy.. i just..i wish you was about what..five or six years younger, so we could totally be legal.
werd, baylor. ps; HE A KRUMP KING BTCH <33333
dear travis mccoy,
see, i already know i`m gonna cry writing this, seeing as how i`ve already teared up about a million times writing these unsealed things. but where do i even begin? well..it had to be in 2003, or 2004--i know it was at least before my grandmother died--and i first saw cupid`s chokehold. i loved the video, thought i had no idea who ANYONE was in the video. seeing you getting shot in the ass made me giggle, and the little cupids dancing was a delight. i never thought about it again until some years later when i began to hear the same song on the radio. i sang along with it, danced to it, and once it stopped playing, once again, it left my mind. fast forward to about june 2008..out of fucking nowhere, i`m lurking around some website, and somehow i fall in love with gym class heroes all over again. and now, hormones have kicked in, so i notice how attractive you are; the height, the tats, even the odd ass peircings, and the haiiiiiir. friggin love the hair. but yeah, you were considered, in my book, a certified dreamboat [ WTF says that anymore =O ]. okay, so i start to listen to your music..and i come across papercuts. i watch the video, and i`m damn near crying because those lyrics is every relationship that i`ve ever tried to start, but of course, there was something about me that wasn`t good enough. it spoke to me..so i went on the hunt for more gch..i needed more of this hip hop..this was the pure, raw shit that people just weren`t getting anymore. it was definitely something thereputic for me. over these past couple of music, i have fallen in love with the music that you make, and with with who you are overall. you aren`t a preacher..you live your life, and let that be your testimony. and to add to that, you are realer than any person i`ve ever seen. a lot of shit that you could have kept to yourself you gave away [ thanks to your blog =x ], and it makes me feel like i`m close to you, but then again, i could never understand your real struggles as a man. your mind is bigger than this whole earth, in both intelligence and visionary skills. this may be a little crazy for me to say, but you have become to me like how hall and oates are to you..and if the lord loves me..one day, i will meet you, matt, eric, and disashi, and maybe make music with ya`ll. even just talking to you..it will make me feel so blessed and so happy to be alive. you are truly, and undoubtibly, my idol.
with all the love in my heart, taylor.
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